Diesel Bombers - I need someone to talk to, kind down an out.

Well, here's my situation. I'm 19, it's about my girlfriend of 6 years. Charlene, and I started dating ever since I was 13 she was 14. We've been together for 5 years actually, because I broke up with her, when I left Tennessee to go live with my dad for year to get my G.E.D. an help him on his farm. We just got back together a month ago. I haven't made it back home to Tennessee yet, and I won't be home till December. We had a terrible fight last night, it was god awful. It was my fault, I sent her a long message last night when she was sleeping, I typed my heart out to her. I know it won't take the pain away. We miss each other so damn much. I know that her an I being 522 miles apart right now, it's only temporary. We both are just missing each other like crazy, maybe it lead to this. It sounded like she hung up the phone. I txted her asking why did you hang up, she said she didn't, that the call just dropped. An she said she called me, but I never got a call, my phone never rang. She said she called me back, but it was nothing. So i called her back, she answered. But this time after having a normal conversation together on the first call, this one she was completely silent. I asked whats the matter, she says nothing. Then a few moments go by of silence. I hear her txting, I asked her nicely, are you texting someone? She replies cool, so me thinking that she hung up on me, I got pissed off and hung up on her. After she read my long ass message, that I typed her. She replied, "Good Morning.." That's all she said, after all that shit I wrote. I didn't wake up till around 10 after she woke up. I txted her back, sayin good morning babe. I've yet to get a reply. I don't know what I should do, I think I should just go find something to do to take my mind off things or something. Before I end up doing something I regret.